never knew that again, i encountered unconditional love from a mortal. after all these years, i've lived with the impressions that my mom expected the best and nothing but the perfect life for me. and until now, i haven't been moved from where i stand. i'm not perfect. and even though she thinks that i can be so, i'm not. i screwed up, and afraid to say it to her out loud. so all i know now, is that the mistake is there, and there's no other way to make it right.

i have to live with this mind set until the day it all ends and i'm attached to someone else. but until then, it's all mind to keep and embrace as a burden. today, i finally let it go to someone else. i share what i've felt for years now. to someone who i once thought as he who would never understand, he who would probably leave me for it. i was wrong. he actually accepted me the way i never think it possible. he's willing to try and have faith that if there's a will, there will come a way.

kisses aren't kisses after all, and hugs aren't just hugs after all. everything shares its purpose, and to be the one who accepted it, it's a trully blessing.

'whatever happens, i am blessed.'